{"id":614,"date":"2015-05-29T22:25:00","date_gmt":"2015-05-29T21:25:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/eurovizyon.de\/?p=614"},"modified":"2023-09-08T17:19:06","modified_gmt":"2023-09-08T16:19:06","slug":"iki-deli-yurek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eurovizyon.de\/?p=614","title":{"rendered":"\u0130ki deli y\u00fcrek Mehmet Ulay ile Birlikte"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dosttum Mehmet Ulay ve ben; iki delikanl\u0131 y\u00fcrek. Kelimelerin anlay\u0131\u015f tomurcuklar\u0131ndan do\u011fdular. <\/strong><\/strong> Akl\u0131n yolunu izlediler ve \u015fefkatle dokundular.  Dinlenmek i\u00e7in y\u00fcksek sesle konu\u015fmaya ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z yoktu, yaralar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 saklamak de\u011fil, a\u00e7\u0131k etmekti belki bizi g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc k\u0131lan.<\/strong> <\/strong><\/strong>\"DSCF4672\"<\/strong><\/strong>En s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 an\u0131m\u0131zda bile parmklar\u0131na s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 takt\u0131\u011f\u0131n o y\u00fcz\u00fckler\u2026 O iksiri o an\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Hayat hayranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bula\u015f\u0131c\u0131 inan… Dahas\u0131, insana kim oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor. \u0130ki deli y\u00fcrek 35 y\u0131l geriye do\u011fru sohpetin belini k\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, bir iki tek parlat\u0131yorduk. Kim ne demi\u015f? \u015fimdi art\u0131k biz de biliyoruz… D\u00fcn dostumun do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc. Bu g\u00fcn beraber olaca\u011f\u0131z ve ayn\u0131 y\u0131lda ikinci kez do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc bir daha beraber kutlayaca\u011f\u0131z. Her zaman d\u0131\u015far\u0131da bulu\u015ftu\u011fum dostum bu sefer beni a\u00e7\u0131k hava ceza evimde, ziyaret etmek zorunda kald\u0131. <\/strong>Tarih deyip ge\u00e7meyin sak\u0131n! \u00f6yle zamanlar vard\u0131r\u2019ki ak\u0131l s\u0131r ermez.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130syan\u0131m Tanr\u0131ya de\u011fil. Odam\u0131n pencerisinden bakt\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00f6k y\u00fcz\u00fcne, ruhumu kaybetmi\u015f gibi hissediyorum. <\/strong>Sanki terk etti bu vucudu, ay\u2019da, y\u0131ld\u0131zlarda arad\u0131 derman\u0131n\u0131. Bunal\u0131m \u00fczerine bunal\u0131m, dert mi ne olur sormay\u0131n bana… O kadar \u00e7ok ki \u015fu anda hayat\u0131mda. \"DSCF4675\"Tuhaf, son be\u015f alt\u0131 ay i\u00e7erisinde ba\u015f\u0131ma gelmeyen kalmad\u0131. Ge\u00e7en y\u0131l\u0131n son ay\u0131nda Annemi kaybettim, Almanya\u2019ya d\u00f6nd\u00fckten sonra birinci ay\u2019da k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck te olsa bir araba kazas\u0131 ge\u00e7irdim. D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc ay\u2019da zat\u00fcrie, iyle\u015ftirelim derken, hastahane, daha sonra evde tedavi, harcad\u0131\u011f\u0131m enerji ve yo\u011fun gayretin sonunda iyle\u015ftim. Son bir kontrol, i\u00e7in May\u0131s ay\u0131n\u0131n son haftas\u0131n\u0131 beklerken G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6kemeyen ben, sunni g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 \u00fcreten, damla kullan\u0131r oldum! G\u00fclmeyin ger\u00e7ekten. Bu yaz\u0131ya bu olay\u0131 katma fikri\u2019de, b\u00f6yle olu\u015ftu zaten… Tam \u00fc\u00e7 haftad\u0131r, neler \u00e7ekti\u011fimin sonucu. Yani bu g\u00fcn den \u00fc\u00e7 hafta \u00f6ncesine gidiyorum. Sa\u011f g\u00f6z\u00fcmde bir batma hissi, Bir \u015fey ka\u00e7t\u0131 diyerek ayna kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ge\u00e7ip bak\u0131yorum; bir \u015fey yok. Belki g\u00f6remedim diyerek b\u00fcy\u00fclte\u00e7le bak\u0131yorum; yine bir \u015fey yok. Batma devam ediyor. Bir iki saat ge\u00e7meden sa\u011f g\u00f6z\u00fcm kan \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131 gibi k\u0131zard\u0131. Sabah\u0131 zor ettim ve g\u00f6z hastahanesinde ald\u0131m solu\u011fu. S\u0131ram gelince Doktorun odas\u0131na girdim. <\/strong>\"DSCF4666\"<\/strong>G\u00fczel bir muayenenin ard\u0131ndan; \u2018\u2019Keratokonjunktivites edidemica\u2019\u2019 Sormay\u0131n bana bu kelimeden ne anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, \u2018\u2019Kroner g\u00f6z tabakas\u0131\u2019\u2019na yerle\u015fen bir vir\u00fcs sayesinde g\u00f6z kurumas\u0131. \u00c7ok tehlikeli ve bula\u015f\u0131c\u0131 bir hastal\u0131k. <\/strong>Tedavi edilmedi\u011fi takdirde g\u00f6rme s\u0131ks\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131na bile neden olabiliyormu\u015f. Anlayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bu hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n tedavi s\u00fcresinde karantinada ya\u015famal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. Bende s\u00f6yleneni yapt\u0131m. 12 g\u00fcn, karantinada ya\u015fad\u0131m. Kimselerle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeden, kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131nca tokala\u015fmadan, \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmeden. Ve sonunda tekrardan g\u00f6z doktorundayd\u0131m. <\/strong>Kontrolden sonra iltihap ile ilgili her hangi bir \u015fey kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tedavi ama\u00e7l\u0131 verdi\u011fi ila\u00e7lar\u0131 kullanmamam\u0131 tavsiye etti. Yerine iki ayr\u0131 damla verdi bunlardan bir tanesi sunni g\u00f6z ya\u015fart\u0131c\u0131 damla. \u015eimdi benim i\u00e7in o g\u00fcn\u00fcn en \u00f6nemli olay\u0131na geliyorum. Doktor evimizde \u00e7ay i\u00e7ip i\u00e7medi\u011fimizi sordu; ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 cevap kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda sevindi. Ne tuhaf evde \u00e7ay i\u00e7ti\u011fime sevinen bir Alman G\u00f6z doktoru. Ve inan\u0131n, bundan 50-60 y\u0131l \u00f6nce rahmetli Babaannemin haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z banyosunu tarif etti.<\/strong> \u2018\u2019\u00c7ay\u2019\u2019 <\/strong>\"DSCF46761\"<\/strong>ba\u015flad\u0131m g\u00fclmeye, ne yani g\u00f6z\u00fcme g\u00fcnde en az\u0131ndan iki kere \u00e7ay banyosu yapt\u0131rmam gerekti\u011fini, bunu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m takdir de g\u00f6zlerimdeki kuruman\u0131n daha \u00e7abuk iyle\u015fece\u011fini anlatt\u0131. Sorun yoktu zaten biz de sabah ak\u015fam \u00e7ay muhakkak demlenir. \u00c7ay\u0131n demlenmedi\u011fi, i\u00e7ilmedi\u011fi bir g\u00fcn ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 yapar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tam Ya\u015fama sevincimi kaybetdim Ve tutkum kalmad\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fc derken. Eski ama eskimeyen dostum Mayorka tatillinden geri d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f N\u00fcrnbergdeyim diyerek bir mesaj att\u0131. Dostumun 28 May\u0131s do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc tabiki ailesiyle kutlayacak. D\u00fcn i\u00e7in bulu\u015fmaya karar verdik. Eski ama eskimeyen dostlardan kimleri davet edebiliriz diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, \u00e7evreme, kendime bakt\u0131m, inanamad\u0131m hayrete d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. \u0130ki laf\u0131n belini k\u0131rarken anlad\u0131k\u2019ki eski dostlar \u00e7oktan toprak olmu\u015f. Geride kalan bir ka\u00e7 ki\u015finin\u2019de bir araya gelebilmeleri baya\u011f\u0131 zorla\u015fm\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor \u015fu garip ya\u015famda.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bizim \u015fimdiki mahallemiz\u2019de, hani eskiden T\u00fcrkiyede oldu\u011fu gibi, Bir manav var. Karde\u015fler manav\u0131. <\/strong>Sebze ve meyve ihtiyicam\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u00fck buradan kar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131m. Al\u0131\u015f veri\u015f yapar\u0131m.\"IMG_201505291_202306\" N\u00fcrnberg\u2019de. \u015eimdi herkes soracak karde\u015fler manav\u0131\u2019da nereden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 diye. <\/strong> Eh Dostum Mehmet gelecekse e\u011fer benim bah\u00e7ede haz\u0131rl\u0131k yapmam laz\u0131m. Malum buras\u0131 Almanya, havalar sa\u011f g\u00f6sterip sol vurabilir g\u00fcven olmaz… Tam da tahmin etti\u011fim gibi, sabah g\u00fcnl\u00fck g\u00fcne\u015flik olan hava Mehmetle eve geldi\u011fimizde sa\u011fnak ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/strong> Bende \u00f6yle yapt\u0131m. Ya\u011fmur ya\u011farken k\u0131\u015f bah\u00e7esine s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131k g\u00fcne\u015f a\u00e7\u0131nca, Bah\u00e7eye att\u0131k kendimizi. \u0130ki deli y\u00fcrek, eski us\u00fcl vurduk rak\u0131\u2019n\u0131n dibine. Bir ufa\u011f\u0131 devirdik kesmedi. Bir b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u00e7t\u0131k onuda yar\u0131lad\u0131k. Bir yirmilikle uykusu gelen, yere y\u0131k\u0131lan biz, \u00e7oktan birer ufa\u011f\u0131 t\u00fcketmi\u015ftik. Saat 19,30 u g\u00f6sterirken Dostumu metro istasyonuna b\u0131rakmak \u00fczere yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. <\/strong>O da ne! akl\u0131ma Servete u\u011framak geldi… Servet; Eicbach\u2019da Meksika mutfa\u011f\u0131nda ustala\u015fm\u0131\u015f Nezih bir Restorant\u0131 olan, eski bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z. T\u00fcrkler aras\u0131nda pek bilmez sa\u011folsun ben ve benim gibi bir ka\u00e7 arkada\u015f u\u011frar diye her zaman Rak\u0131 bulundurur. Tekila i\u00e7meyince tabi. Girdik i\u00e7eri ik\u015fer dublede orada cila yapal\u0131m dedik bir kere. Heyhat bende mazot bitti. Servetten, Mehmeti metroya g\u00f6t\u00fcrmesini rica ettim. Sa\u011f olsun oda g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ayr\u0131l\u0131rken pazar sabah\u0131, Atat\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcler derne\u011finde kahvalt\u0131da bulu\u015fmaya karar vererek ayr\u0131ld\u0131k. Bende i\u00e7imde kalan son mazotla ve gayretle eve d\u00f6nebildim. Mehmete\u2019de telefon ile eve sa\u011f salim geldi\u011fimin haberini verdim…<\/strong>\"DSCF4673\"<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130ki delikanl\u0131 y\u00fcrek! Eve gelir gelmez yazmal\u0131y\u0131m <\/strong>diyerek \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma masama oturdum ba\u015flad\u0131m yazmaya bir yudum kahve i\u00e7tim… \u2018\u2019Sonras\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum.\u2019\u2019 Cam a\u00e7\u0131k, bir \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmeyle g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7t\u0131m saat 23,30. S\u0131zm\u0131\u015f\u0131m; Deli y\u00fcrek olmas\u0131na deli y\u00fcrek te! Delikanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n, bizden ge\u00e7mi\u015f oldu\u011funu bir kere daha anlad\u0131m.<\/strong> Ger\u00e7i bu meretin sohpet, muhabbet ile i\u00e7ildi\u011finde etkisinin azald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildi\u011fimden, sohpetin i\u00e7eri\u011fini ve g\u00fczelli\u011fini anlatmam yak\u0131\u015f\u0131k almaz. Sizler tahmin edin art\u0131k. Karantina bitti\u011finden \u00fc\u00e7 haftad\u0131r g\u00f6remedi\u011fim torunlar da bu g\u00fcn geldiler ziyaretime. Ak\u015fam yeme\u011finden sonra b\u00fcy\u00fckler gitti en ufak stres topum Ela yat\u0131ya kald\u0131, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hevesle. Yaz\u0131m\u0131 tamamlamak i\u00e7in yat\u0131p uyumas\u0131n\u0131 bekledim. <\/strong>Uyumas\u0131n\u0131 beklerken, bir ka\u00e7 kez yeni \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fi ve ingilizce okudu\u011fu \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 dinledim.  ”Resme T\u0131klay\u0131n”\"\"<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015eimdi ise yaz\u0131m\u0131 tamamlarken ba\u015f\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131yor. Akl\u0131ma geldi birden, eskiler derdi ki, b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n yerden devam eder<\/strong>sen, daha \u00e7abuk kendine gelir insan. Bende \u00f6yle yapt\u0131m. Uykum\u2019da yok. Eeee tabi \u00f6\u011flene kadar uyursan olaca\u011f\u0131 bu. Hem yazd\u0131m, yazd\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00fcld\u00fcm. G\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e kendime geldim. Kendime geldik\u00e7e uzaktan da olsa sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131za, eski ama eskimeyen, bu hayatta daha hala bizlerle olan, Hakk\u0131n rahmetine kavu\u015fmu\u015f, hurilerin kollar\u0131nda nurlar i\u00e7inde yatan dostlar\u0131m, <\/strong>\"DSCF4677\"<\/strong>bu son kadehimi \u015ferefinize kald\u0131r\u0131yorum. Nerede olursan\u0131z olun, her zaman akl\u0131mda ve g\u00f6nl\u00fcmde zaten ya\u015f\u0131yorsunuz.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr dedi\u011fin nedir\u2019ki? bir demet pamuk ipli\u011fine ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f, kader ile yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, son. Bir k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131m ile yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n da p\u00fcf… Koskoca 70 y\u0131ll\u0131k bir ya\u015fam\u0131n, 60 saniyede, sadece g\u00fczellikleri hat\u0131rlayan, g\u00f6ren, g\u00f6n\u00fcl g\u00f6z\u00fcnden sonra, geride kalan bir hi\u00e7. Ne demi\u015f bir \u015fiirinde M.Tevfik, ”do\u011funca okunur kula\u011f\u0131na k\u0131l\u0131nmayan namaz\u2019\u0131n ezan\u2019\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcnce k\u0131l\u0131n\u0131r namaz\u2019\u0131 okunmayan ezanla.” \u0130nsan \u00f6mr\u00fc o kadar k\u0131sad\u0131r\u2019ki… ne ya\u015farsan ya\u015fa; tamam\u0131nda ezandan, namaza kadard\u0131r ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fcm\u00fc. Toplam\u0131nda  ancak 60 saniye ya\u015fars\u0131n.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Mehmet Tevfik \u00d6zkartal
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29.May\u0131s. 2015  Stein<\/p>\n

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Dosttum Mehmet Ulay ve ben; iki delikanl\u0131 y\u00fcrek. Kelimelerin anlay\u0131\u015f tomurcuklar\u0131ndan do\u011fdular. Akl\u0131n yolunu izlediler ve \u015fefkatle dokundular.  Dinlenmek i\u00e7in y\u00fcksek sesle konu\u015fmaya ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z yoktu, yaralar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 saklamak de\u011fil, a\u00e7\u0131k etmekti belki bizi g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc k\u0131lan. En s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 an\u0131m\u0131zda bile parmklar\u0131na s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 … Okumaya devam et →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6,8],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eurovizyon.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/614"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eurovizyon.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eurovizyon.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eurovizyon.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eurovizyon.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=614"}],"version-history":[{"count":45,"href":"https:\/\/eurovizyon.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/614\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3330,"href":"https:\/\/eurovizyon.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/614\/revisions\/3330"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eurovizyon.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=614"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eurovizyon.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=614"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eurovizyon.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=614"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}